Reality

Not sure where to begin. So I guess I will just spit it out:

My mom is Bipolar.

Mentally Ill, Manic-Depressive. 

According to the guidelines from the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, or DSM, there are four basic types of Bipolar Disorder - Which kind my mother has, is anyone’s guess; I am sure her Psychiatrist has probably made a diagnosis, but of course, I am not allowed to talk to him- My mom has made sure of that.  I understand that my mother has the right to privacy;  She may suffer from a mental illness, but she is still a person and she has feelings – I try hard to respect that,

But it’s an issue I struggle with daily.

I am not sure how long she has suffered with it either, I was a child when my mom was first diagnosed;  At least to my knowledge. A therapist once told me that it was likely that she has had it all of her life, but that it simply wasn’t obvious, I agree that there were probably signs early on, but I can’t say for sure.

I can only share my feelings. 

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